Yeah (AJ808)

Why I feel like I been fallin' again? (Fallin' again)
The ones that wanna see me lose
I still wanna see them win (I still wanna see them win)
Damaged from the storm
I lost my heart in the wind (I lost my heart in the wind)
Every time I embrace my love
I just get crossed again (I just get crossed again)
My brother signed them forty-two months
I don't know how my mama feelin'
(I don't know how my mama feelin')
She ain't get over Quan death
she steady worryin' on how I'm livin' (I'm good)
Reassurin' my brothers I love 'em
I remember all the times we was
livin' (All the times we was livin')
Selective hearing, I still remember the last sound
when they killed him (Damn, Quan)
Losin' touch with all my dogs
we ain't been seein' eye-to-eye
(Ain't been seein' eye-to-eye)
Been tryna go hard for 'em
but all I can do is try (But all I can do is try)
I ain't been rappin' on drill beats
be thinkin' 'bout suicide (Thinkin' 'bout suicide)
Layin' in my bed tryna stay strong
but all I do is cry (But all I do is cry)
I been lost with no direction
Second guessin' my thoughts and my selections
Tryna grow out my past, but you won't let me
Tryna better myself, self-perfection (Self-perfection)
I want mind, body, your personality, your inner thoughts
and your complexion (Your complexion)
Had a close eye on my dream
how I lost sight and got distracted?

Heart beatin' fast, I done lost control of my heart pace
I don't know how much more I can take
but my heart ache (But my heart ache)
Tired of bein' alone
I need a helping hand for God sake (For God sake)
I just wanna get away and give my mind
a break (And give my mind a break)

If I look around
I'm still surrounded by fake smiles (Fake smiles)
Son on the way and I'm tryna figure
out what I'm gon' do now (Like what?)
But I'm nervous, all the dirt I did
I don't deserve it (I don't deserve this shit)
Isolatin' my thoughts
I'm regeneratin' my circle (My circle)
Switchin' lanes fast
my eyes flashin' murder (Flashin' murder)
Love you to death, man
I'm sorry that I hurt you (Sorry that I hurt you)
Sorry again, I won't betray you (I won't betray you)
My soul bleedin' out, I'm waitin'
And I'm cruisin' on the highway in my thoughts

Heart beatin' fast
I done lost control of my heart pace (Of my heart pace)
I don't know how much more I can take
but my heart ache (But my heart ache)
Tired of bein' alone
I need a helping hand for God sake (For God sake)
I just wanna get away and give my mind
a break (And give my mind a break)
Heart beatin' fast, I done lost control
of my heart pace (I done lost control)
I don't know how much more I can take
but my heart ache (But my heart ache)
Tired of bein' alone
I need a helping hand for God sake (For God sake)
I just wanna get away and give my mind
a break (And give my mind a break)

Woah, give my mind a break
I just wanna be alone
For God sake
My heart ache
Just wanna be alone