I thought I wanted to save us
But I was stuck in the past
Messed me up I wanted to hurt
Just give me something that lasts

I think you know what I'm made of, yeah
So what am I in this mess?
Paint a picture of vivid color
Can't tell the black from the grays
Too slow, things down and clear my mind
Start cleaning up toxic friend behind

You say yes and you don't make waves
I don't need to say
You'd know that I try
And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie
Say no and I will let go
I don't need to say
You'd know that I try
And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie


MM, left in the pool
Of my own mess
When I said I'm gonna change (change)
You made me pick up a broken glass
Don't wanted to be in vain, oh
But too slow, things down and clear my mind
Start cleaning up toxic friend behind

You say yes and you don't make waves
I don't need to say
You'd know that I try
And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie
Say no and I will let go
I don't need to say
You'd know that I try
And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie

Would you believe if I told you
That I don't wanna go back
I'm just afraid that I lose you
And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie


You say yes (say yes) and you don't make waves
I don't need to say
You'd know that I try
And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie
(waste another lie)
Say no (say no) and I will let go (let go)
I don't need to say
You'd know that I try
And I don't wanna hide or waste another lie
(waste another lie)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah