I'm thinkin bout relapsin again
I can't help it I always give in
I'm scared to fly home I'm scared to die when I land
Cuz I kno my plug will be waitin there with open hands
I wanna change I rly do
But I can't cuz I dont kno who
Who I am

I wanna be somebody
That isn't just a fuckin junkie
But I dont kno how to be anythin besides me
And this is me
This is me
This is all I wanna be
I've never felt so fuckin free