[silkk the shocker] I got so many questions I dont know where to start [ wellwhy dont you start from the pain that runs deep in your heart] (is that you? God is that you? ....... its me) Is there a heaven or a hell, if so is that theory true? [yes my son] Why go through so much? [its a test my son] So I guess it was you when ? ? gave me the last second to run [yes] And I dont know why I shed so many tears Forgive my god, I havent been to church in months [aww son you havent been to church in years] Some times I rob, steal and kill, just to eat I popped him, I dont know if I killed him but somebody died in my building d [hes here with me] You think you can forgive me for my sins? If so hold up, another homie died ? ? you think you can forgive me again? [i dont know] Some times I feel like death is chasing me but just aint catch me yet Im wondering if he is going to catch me when I stop to catch my breath They say days are cut shorter from the things that you did And if so then why take the kids? [hold up, hold up my son] Huh? [it seems like some puzzle to you, if you got something to ask me, ask me] Why is it racism? where did drugs come from? Why is it so much death where I live? who idea was it to make guns? [yall] And why my grandparents was slaves? And why is is diseases with no cure like cancer and aids? Why is it rich and poor? Why is it a death row? [for real] [that was yall I aint have nothing to do with it that was never my will] And though I try and do everything, I just wanna know if it is worth it [it was] Sometime I feel like Im doing it all, sometime I just dont feel like i Serve my purpose [keep your head up] Nigga scared of the past All my homies wanna know but scared to ask [tell them to ask] God everybody for they self sometime I dont feel like Im all alone [feel you] Dont worry bout me if I have to go so watch my brother them when Im gone And what about when I couldnt pay my bills I was almost kicked out where i Lived [i just wanted to see if youll break] And everything happened at the same time [i just wanted to see how much pain you can take] And you must know my lifestyle [i do] Knowing I cant change my life [i dont want you to, do what you gotta do anything not neccassary youll pay The price] So why did my homie die instead of me? [because I had bigger plans] I dont understand [Ill explain, see I wanted you to grow up and be a better man] I wanna know, how you determine who dies and who stays living? [the day I made the world my son, it was written] Look I gotta couple mo questions I need to know [what? ] God, can you tell me, when is it my time to go? (everything goes silent) Silkk talking: where you at? I wasnt finish asking you.
Hook A gangsta prays for another day Even though he lives wrong Trying to live this way (x5) til fade