I'm a Mess

I'm such a drag wish that I could disappear
I just smoked myself right into this chair
I've had no revelations
Got no future plans
So many expectations and no one understands
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I ruin everything it's never enough
Got a tired after ego that's always giving up
I used to be the girl that everybody loved
And now I'm just too much
And through the rain
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
I'm a mess, I'm a mess
And I'm crying all the time
How bad can it be?
I wish that I was dead, temporarily
I'm a mess
I'm bored with myself
I'm tired of this life
I'm falling apart
Can't even take advice
I'm so gone, I need my prescription to relax
Now I'm wasted like the rest
I'm a mess, I'm a mess