Tasted flavors of regret Paid for all my past preset Countless hours that I cried Stigmatized but still a child
And then it followed me out and marked my way It tried to cover me now – this was my fate And though it killed me inside and fossilized But how can it legitimize to judge my life?
Why – why does it overshadow lights I have in me? Why – why does it soil the way I feel? Why – why can it testify the words I did not speak? Why …
So while I figured it out, started to see What many people somehow, they saw in me And though I live with it now – from day to day Still taste the flavors of how it preset my way … discriminates …
Swim inside my room and fix the walls Turn my thoughts, my thoughts they turn it all Lack a joint of confidence – booze the pills of ignorance Feel I’m microscopically small
Drown inside my lit aquarium Watched by scientists and so alone Alice in a wonderland – silly-billy different In a world of fake and silicone
Open your eyes to find it’s right not wrong and the flavors left no trace Open your eyes and find the rain is gone and the presets wiped away Open your eyes to leave the wonderland – it’s not your future just your past Open your eyes and gain the confidence because the confidence will last
Linger in a sort of big balloon Try to throw the words in cotton wool Voices that can’t penetrate – syllables you’ll suffocate Endless linguistic interludes Leave your sea – unique you are Strong not weak and near, not far