These days I don't know myself
These walls like a prison cell
I'm home
Alone
I find holes in the fairy tales
Truth is, I put you through hell
I know
Case closed

One foot in front of the other
Hands on the rail so I don't go under
Everybody says I just gotta get through the day

So I make my bed like a ghost in the morning
Pour a cold cup of coffee
With the smell of you on these sheets in my own mess
I made my bed and I lay in it lonely
Gotta lay in it lonely
Gotta stay in it knowing I only did this to myself

Knees weak and these shaking hands
Too stubborn to make amends
Back thеn
Back then
I was young, dumb, and innocent, I know
Thesе cheap words don't mean anything
My friend
My friend, no, I

Everybody says I just gotta get through the day

So I make my bed like a ghost in the morning
Pour a cold cup of coffee
With the smell of you on these sheets in my own mess
I made my bed and I lay in it lonely
Gotta lay in it lonely
Gotta stay in it knowing I only did this to myself

This is nothing that flowers will fix
I can say sorry but it is what it is, what it is
All I can do now is hope you find someone who sees you
Someone who treats you like I never did
So I gotta sit in this, I gotta live with this now
Staring at the door I pushed you out of

So I make my bed like a ghost in the morning
Pour a cold cup of coffee
With the smell of you on these sheets in my own mess
I made my bed and I lay in it lonely (I lay in it lonely)
Gotta lay in it lonely
Gotta stay in it knowing I only did this to myself