I'm alone here in my room…

Sometimes I only remember

That I'm nothing

I'm here fighting with me, I feel so sorry inside.

Days will pass and my life makes no sense.

Every sad tear that I'm loosing

Dry my empty soul.

Every second it's one eternity for me…



I'm hiding in my shadow

All this time.

I came to this place

Waiting for my change… to die…

Waiting for my fucking life?

Where is my fucking face?

maybe I'm insane…



Ref: Feel all this pain inside of me

This nightmares… that come fucking with my mind

I can´t pretend that I'm not dead,

Give me something my God… if you really exist…



Maybe somebody understands me

It's so late to change my world

I can't feel the blood in my veins

But I feel the shame.

Every night I'm staying awake,

Nothing makes me smile again

I feel that I'm lost in time

I feel that I'm loose in this tribe.



Ref: Feel all this pain inside of me

This nightmares… that come fucking with my mind

I can´t pretend that I'm not dead,

Give me something my God… if you really exist…



One, two, three… Now make you One…

Where is my self-esteem?

One… blood

Two… hate

Three… anger

Where is my self-esteem?

One, two, make three, Now it's One…

Where is my self-esteem?



… but tomorrow it could be late

Tomorrow maybe my soul could fade

Tomorrow I could see things

and then I could've changed…

and then I could've failed…

and then I could've tried…

and then I could've fight…

and then I could've found something that helps me to live all on my way…

And then I fall in time

then I fall into my eyes

then I fucking see

then I could've changed

then I fall in time

then I kill myself here all inside of me…