Lately I have not felt that alter-ego I know
To know my mind is slipping makes me feel so alone
And I could swear I just saw the lights of that idiot growing dim
When I approach these thoughts it feels like im committing a sin
Its a sin sin sin sin

How can my being here mean nothing at all?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as I do)
Why do you look at me like im not here?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as I do)

Dont say you have words that will make me feel so good
Dont say you care I dont care for your words
I am the reason that I am feeling so confused
And I am at fault when I am being abused
It hurts it hurts it hurts

How can my being here mean nothing at all?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as I do)
Why do you look at me like im not here?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as I do)
Are you just hoping that I will just go away?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as I do)
Youll miss me if you cant ignore me anymore
(a non-person should not have to care as much as I do)

I was ignored all the way to my awakening
And although im so very very young I feel so very very old
Part of me is screaming that this me is not really me
I had to pay for my fall with these invisible scars
And im falling im falling im

How can my being here mean nothing at all?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as I do)
Why do you look at me like im not here?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as I do)
Are you just hoping that I will just go away?
(a non-person should not have to care as much as I do)
Youll miss me if you cant ignore me anymore
(a non-person should not have to care as much as I do)