Nothingness

roam on my sentiment circles
like a lion in his cage
untamed - betrayed

of my delusion in mirrors
in vigilance still – i´m keeping my
eyes closed
i´m ....

jailed in the walls
of my gloomy pressures
loose my confidence
in my own
existence

and can´t get me out

and million doubts
in unwritten letters
perish all the hopes
to escape
the tighten rope

now i sense narrowness growing
under my apathy veil - choking my
weeping
slowly

and all of my frantic endeavours
always just flowing into
nothingness