Wasn't raised religious But I wish that I was Having nothing to believe in It's been killing my buzz
Yeah I comb my hair, close the blinds Play Hallelujah like two dozen times And yesterday, I tried to pray But I didn't know what to say
I'm too sad to cry Too high to get up Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up Don't like to talk Just lay in my bed Don't even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctors she knew I was faking Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them I try and I try But I'm too sad to cry
Can't tell my mama It makes her worry I'm not suicidal Sometimes the lies get all blurry
Yeah I comb my hair, close the blinds Play Hallelujah like two dozen times And yesterday, I tried to pray But I didn't know what to say
I'm too sad to cry Too high to get up Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up Don't like to talk Just lay in my bed Don't even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctors she knew I was faking Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them I try and I try But I'm too sad to cry
I'm too sad to cry Too high to get up Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up Don't like to talk I just stay in my bed Don't even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctors she knew I was faking Gave me some pills but I'm too scared to take them I try and I try But I'm too sad to cry