It surfaces in its darkest form
A bitter taste that judges all
Never more to think of you
Retrain this fear of falling through
After time and after life itself
Can't carry on deceiving
The dreams you had, the words you say
The guiding light that's leading

Reaching out for you
And pushed aside
Faith over reason
For the guilt that I hide
No time for us
To heal the breach
Deliver me from innocence
And give me release

It comes to me when times my own
While away the hours alone
Time to think or time to go
Forever the same, never to know
She'll shadow you, she's light and shade
Give me comfort that you never gave
Moment's shine and crystal clear
Shame my past in veils of fear