I guess rules are there to break
But I make mistakes like they were handed on a plate
When I try to leave sometimes, I'm standing in the way
I'm on the edge of crying all the time, cos I can't human right

What a state

I get wound up, from the ground up
And I don't know why
Turn the sound up, drown the noise out
Swallow (Whoa) , don't cry

Got an anxious heart, and it's stone made
Can't take paper or heartbreak

Did Billy Joel have self esteem?
Maybe Vienna wouldn't wait for me

I just want time in a tree
I need a place just for me
Somewhere that I can be free
Keep the faith and just be, what you'll be

Do you ever feel like, you could live a real life?
Like everybody else in the real world, you could be a real girl?

You could be a wizard, or you could be in Nasa
You could write fiction, you could tame raptors

Most days I struggle and I get snappy
Fuck all that, I just wanna be happy

Swimming against the current
Am I wrong?
Can you show me a warrant
Honestly, I'm a bomb
Abhorrent
I'm on it, I get it, I've got it
I wanna be 10 again, just me and sonic
And nobody telling me I should be more than I am
Back when I had a plan

I just want time in a tree
I need a place just for me
Somewhere that I can be free
Keep the faith and just be, what you'll be

I've seen things that I never should never see
Said too many things I didn't mean
Hurt myself too many times to count
I need to let it out, and just release

Been lying to myself too long
Been trying by myself too long
I can't relax, I'm too distracted
I can't hack it

I'm needy, greedy
Love me, feed me

Let's be a family
It'll take a village
To make a man of me

So why couldn't you love me?
It's all I need