I thought I knew what pain was for I thought it opened every door for you I thought you understood me more another love another chore to do haven't I been your only daughter? haven't I been your only friend? haven't I always tried to love you? haven't I been there 'til the end?
haven't you been the only one who ever wounded me? haven't I tried to heal your madness? haven't I been your eternity? all the webs that spiders weave could never match the treacheries all the stars up in the skies could not outshine the sacrifice
now you've changed the rules again another chance to wield the pen, for you didn't I always keep your secrets? didn't I trust you with my life? didn't I hope to free your sorrow? didn't you cut me like a knife? didn't you laugh when everybody turned their backs on me? didn't I stand for something better? didn't you kill your eternity?
wasn't I weight enough to shoulder? wasn't I hungry for the lie? wasn't I praying for your armies when they came for me?
I learned everything about a bleeding heart and how to play for time, in your hungry eyes and oh I was the perfect child I know that now I've mine and he is so much more than any better parts and oh given all I know and what I've come to find I only find it's sad that you've been so tied and oh I was the perfect child but I can be no more, the defender of your cause
and in the night there is the truth, I cannot be lost wasn't I your eternity? and now it's time to change the path of my life and behold to my deeds and believe in myself for all time