Soon soon soon soon

Don't you ever seek a tear
I remember the car caving in
We saw your mother, a twitch of shoulder
I held her cigarettes as you coalesced

I brought her plastic, scentless flowers
At least they'll never wilt
You drove her wheelchair that you hated
I know you hate it

She kept some photos, the 1990's
She said she said missed them all her outfits

Soon soon soon soon

I don't know why songs about you
Always turn into hymns
In dissolution, I found beauty
Colors that I have never seen
In dissolution, I found beauty
How the hell have you been?