We're driving in a black car And it's blacked out and we're spinning We're listening to "Fast Car" And you're driving fast and you're singing Don't wanna tell you what I'm feeling Don't want this night to hit a ceiling I'm wearing dirty white shoes A white t-shirt and your jacket I'm laughing, but I'm lying When you're smiling, I'm the saddest I hide my face so you don't see it I think out loud, hope you don't hear it
It's going on 18 months now And it's fucked up, but I'm falling I feel it every day now But I'm stalling, but I'm stalling I'm here, but I'm in pieces And I don't know how to fix this And I don't know how to fix this, no
If I'm just somebody that you're gonna leave And you don't feel something when you look at me You're holding my heart, mm, whatcha say? Just let me die slowly, I'll be okay If you're just some habit that I gotta break I can clear my system in 90 days You're holding my heart, mm, whatcha say? Just let me die slowly, I'll be okay
I get up, turn the lights out And it's four o'clock in the morning I close my eyes, I can't sleep A hotel room in New York, and I feel the space that's in between us Convince myself that this is real love
'Cause you made this shit so easy And I told you my secrets So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this I'm here, but I'm in pieces And I don't know how to fix this And I don't know how to fix this, no
If I'm just somebody that you're gonna leave And you don't feel something when you look at me You're holding my heart, mm, whatcha say? Just let me die slowly, I'll be okay If you're just some habit that I gotta break I can clear my system in 90 days You're holding my heart, mm, whatcha say? Just let me die slowly
I-I-I, I-I-I, I-I-I Ooh, no We're driving in your fast car Your fast car We're driving in your fast car Your fast car We're driving in your fast car Your fast car We're driving all night We're driving in your fast car Your fast car, yeah We're driving in your fast car Your fast car, yeah We're driving in your fast car Your fast car, yeah We're driving all night
If I'm just somebody that you're gonna leave And you don't feel something when you look at me You're holding my heart, mm, whatcha say? (Oh, you're holding my heart) Just let me die slowly, I'll be okay If you're just some habit that I gotta break (Gotta break) I can clear my system in 90 days You're holding my heart, mm, whatcha say? (Oh, you're holding my heart) Just let me die slowly