I'm crying in the club right now

I don't think I like it here
Nothing spoken sounds sincere
I get the feeling they're frustrated
I'm the same as I was last year
Maybe they don't see the changes
'Cause they're all at different stages
'Cause maybe I'm a step ahead
Maybe I'm not ready yet

Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes
Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes

You don't know me, but I don't mind 'cause I don't either
And I won't lie, I tried to be someone that needs you
But I can shape shift, I can fake shit
I can fix and I can break it
Do you like what you see now?
Maybe I'm not ready yet

Bad habits don't fill me up like they used to
Lately, I'm so empy, I'm see through
But then, the sun can shine straight in
And cleanse my body of all its sins
Everything that's been inflicted, everything that I resisted

Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes
Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes if nothing changes
Nothing changes

You don't know me, but I don't mind 'cause I don't either
And I won't lie, I tried to be someone that needs you
But I can shape shift, I can fake shit
I can fix and I can break it
Do you like what you see now?

You're never gonna know me
I'm never lonely
You're never gonna know me
I'm never lonely

You don't know me, but I don't mind 'cause I don't either
And I won't lie, I tried to be someone that needs you
But I can shape shift, I can fake shit
I can fix and I can break it
Do you like what you see now?

(I never fucking loved you)