I don't think you ever loved me
and I have to believe that now
'Cause otherwise, I'll look for love
like yours in every place around
The love that flows like blood does
that I search for through the years
Speak through gritted teeth
saying: My darling, I'm right here
And it is not my fault, it's something I was learnin'
I only feet at home now when I feel that it is burning
After gathering this knowledge, I have to face the truth
That you never loved me
but I tried so hard to love you

And I want you to try
so that I can thank you for trying
And then maybe that will make you try some more
In the whites of your eyes
I can see they know of your crimes, but
Confession won't slip willingly past your crips
until you're on death's door

It's not in my, my nature to forgive bad behaviour
Except when it's yours

And what makes me go crazy
I can never slam the door
If you walked in right now
with a new lie, then I'd be yours
You've always got a foot in, you've always got a start
And the fact you never take that chance
it fucking breaks my heart
And now I'm unforgiving
my mother doesn't understand
I wasn't born an angry child
but I became an angry man

I want you to try
so that I can thank you for trying
And then maybe that'll make you try some more
I can't stem the flow
And God only knows where you hide
your stash of broken glass
As the red pours

It's not in my nature, it's not in my nature