I'll never be the same again
and now I'm on my own
as I'm traumatized by you and all
the things we were involved

It made me sick and now all I've got
are memories of you
and I'm not able to erase them
so I can live again

It's hard for me to understand
all the things I did
and the reasons why I left that night
are still unclear to me

But somehow I am still alive
and hoping that someday
you'll understand that
never I wanted to hurt you

It haunts me everytime I breathe
and I can't see a light for me
you are my reason to believe

I can write more than a million words
just trying to explain
but I don't think I'll ever be
able to succeed

All of these emotions are
slowly killing me
as the medicines I'm taking are
not enough to heal

The bruises are inside my heart
and spreading to my head
I don't see anything that might
take away the pain

I wonder if you think of me
or if you still hate me
even though I thought by now
I would be feeling free

It haunts me everytime I breathe
and I can't see a light for me
you are my reason to believe

And now I know
I regret breaking your heart
I carry this guilt with me
I try to let this go
but still it's haunting me, even in my dreams

It haunts me everytime I breathe
and I can't see a light for me
you are my reason to believe

I know you probably won't read this
but I have to let it go
and slowly releasing
memories from me and you