I'm sorry

I'm ugly

All that I am

And I can never live up

I'm failing

I'm angry

Afraid of the ways

They pretend to be us

It's fucked up

I'm different

Words remain

My only escape

Art saves

All of me

Evolving

And now you're walking away

I'm not afraid

And now you're walking away

I'm not ashamed

And now you're walking away

(voodoo spell)

[II.]

My mistake

Was trusting you

Blood pigs

Were creating my fate

With poetry

And suffering

I cannibalized

Every ounce of my pain

I'm still afraid

Everyday

These greedy worms

They devour my plagues

I'm not your slave

I'm conquering

You see me rise

And now you're walking away

I'm not ashamed

And now you're walking away

I'm not afraid

And now you're walking away

[bridge & tunnel]

You can't hurt me anymore

You can't hurt me anymore

Fed from the wound from

Which we were bled

Vomiting filth in

Our soft cave heads

Chewing on tissue

Tendon and fat

Destroying the things

They do not understand

Tyrant

Betrayer

Parasite

Traitor

And still you feed them

And still you need them

I'm sorry

I'm ugly

Dangerous

Can't describe it enough

I'm failing

I'm angry

I use my fear

To empower my hate

I'm fucked up

I'm different

Words remain

My only escape

Art saves

All of me

Evolving

And now you're walking away

I'm not ashamed

And now you're walking away

I'm not afraid

And now you're walking away

And now you're walking away

And now you're walking away

And now you're walking away

(voodoo spell)

My mistake

Was trusting you

Blood pigs

Were creating my fate

With poetry

And suffering

I cannibalized

Every ounce of my pain

I'm still afraid everyday

You still suckle my pain

I'm not your fucking slave

So why you walking away?

Blood pig