I pass billboards of my exes every time I'm driving home I see that one in the movies and the others playing shows I can't even call them exes, they were never mine to own I see he belongs up there now, I just had him all alone
While I'm blinded by his name and lies He never hears a single song I write I only knew him in a different life He's just a character, an archetype
I'll always be in love with an imaginary man I hope it's never real enough for me to hold it in my hands I'll never live up to the fantasies I wrote into my plans I think I'd rather be in love with an imaginary man
Now the only version of myself that he will ever know Is a frail and fragile shell of me That I've long since outgrown
While I'm blinded by his name and lies He never hears a single song I write I only knew him in a different life He's just a character, an archetype
I'll always be in love with an imaginary man I hope it's never real enough for me to hold it in my hands I'll never live up to the fantasies I wrote into my plans I think I'd rather be in love with an imaginary man I'll always be in love with an imaginary man I'm writing fiction, I'm a storyteller, maybe I'm a fan But the reality is boring me, it's more than I can stand I think I'd rather be in love with an imaginary man
You're not him, you'll never be, at least not in reality It's play pretend and make-believe Illusions, myths and fallacies You're not him, you'll never be I like it this way, don't you see? I can't let you get close to me You're not the man you're supposed to be You're not him you'll never be 'Cause I made him up in my dreams And nothing's really what it seems I don't like what's behind the scenes You're not him, you'll never be, don't have immortality It's my deluded fantasy and I prefer insanity You're not him, you'll never be, at least not in reality It's play pretend and make-believe Illusions, myths, fallacies You're not him, you'll never be I like it this way, don't you see? I can't let you get close to me I can't let you get close to me