When I see you I can't find the words to speak
My cheeks go as red as two big cherries
I try to look beautiful for you
Stuffing my dress up with tissues
Hoping you'll notice but it's obvious
And I get so embarrassed
I'm so smitten with you
And everyone knows it

When you're not around
I clutch chest and say
I'll look you in the eyes and not be so god damn shy
But I am, I can't find the words to speak
But in my dreams, I walk up to you and say
"do you want to get a milkshake after the show? "
You say sure
But first I take you to the bathroom stall
Give you a quick hand job and then we go

Walk across the street in the snow to the restaurant
Squeeze beside each other in the seat
Share the same straw
Leave my lipstick on the cup
And lick the foam off with my tongue
Flirting with the waiter when he comes
Twirling my hair and batting my eyelashes
Like a hollywood star
Winking at the cameras, and when we go
I wear your coat around my shoulders
And you hold my hand
You walk me home
I take you in, peel off my dress
Throw you on the bed
And do everything I imagine I did
When I masturbated and thought about you