I've never had much of an open door

To this house that I inhabit, you're welcome to visit

But I keep most of me locked up on different floors

Quiet with my business, my silent disposition

So maybe you should find another home to settle in

'Cause I'm never gonna be the one to show you everything

But if you stay

Well, you might find something someday

'Cause I'm alive, but I'm so fucking anxious, I could die

What a perfect illustration of my life desire

And no amount of painting could ever hide

All the breaks in my foundation, so I lie

Yeah, everything is fine

So now you're knocking on the walls

Searching for hollow spots, some secret door to all my flaws

What do you find inside the halls?

When every cross that comes leads to another one

Wait, you might find something someday

'Cause I'm alive, but I'm so fucking anxious, I could die

What a perfect illustration of my life desire

And no amount of painting could ever hide

All the breaks in my foundation, so I lie

Yeah, everything is fine

I'm not worth your patience, or worthwhile

And I know you hate it, so do I

I'd be better vacant, cut the lights

Rip out my insides

'Cause I'm alive, but I'm so fucking anxious, I could die

What a perfect illustration of my life desire

And no amount of painting could ever hide

All the breaks in my foundation, so I lie

Yeah, everything is fine

Everything is