It’s like you always catch me

At just the wrong time

You’re screaming up a storm and I can barely think

There’s never any peace

It’s been a long night

Like every other night for the last 12 weeks

But what’s new?

I’m consumed

Am I the bad guy?

Devil in disguise

(Am I?)

Sometimes I wonder if I died

(The bad guy?)

Would you live better life?

(Devil)

I’d throw myself to all the wolves outside

(In disguise)

If it meant you’d be alright

(Am I)

And when I’m lying in the grave

(The bad guy)

Will my debts be repaid?

(Devil)

All I ever cause is pain, fall in love then fall away

(In disguise)

My head gets hazy when you speak

I’m getting anxious, now

My hands are shaking

I fucking hate this

You’re digging into me

And I can barely take it

A trial on behalf of my uncertainty

I’m consumed, but what’s new?

(Am I?)

Sometimes I wonder if I died

(The bad guy?)

Would you live better life?

(Devil)

I’d throw myself to all the wolves outside

(In disguise)

If it meant you’d be alright

(Am I)

And when I’m lying in the grave

(The bad guy)

Will my debts be repaid?

(Devil)

All I ever cause is pain, fall in love then fall away

(In disguise)

Deliver my wicked guise

Forked tongue behind gentle eyes

(Am I?)

Sometimes I wonder if I died

(The bad guy?)

Would you live better life?

(Devil)

I’d throw myself to all the wolves outside

(In disguise)

If it meant you’d be alright

(Am I)

And when I’m lying in the grave

(The bad guy)

Will my debts be repaid?

(Devil)

All I ever cause is pain, fall in love then fall away

(In disguise)