(I'm kinda glad you didn't pick up
I kinda just called to hear your voice, so
Uh, I should hang up, what am I doing? um

I been thinking about you, and
And how much
I miss your touch)

I'm long like this summer
Keep me under covers
Stories I can never tell
between me and my lover
Swear it's borderline torture
But we're addicted to the torture
Never had my say
so I'm done with keepin' it cordial
No safety belt when I'm fallin'
Really thought you would've caught me
Treatin' this like a game
we can't just keep restartin'
There's lawless, and there's godless
I'm just 'tryna keep it honest, baby

All your potions made me toxic, baby
We could hide all our skeletons
in the closet, baby
Trust issues I could fix
just for you to crush it, baby
Who's really gon' love you in your darkest, baby?
So next time, just run it by me

I know I shouldn't care 'bout your
Problems no more, but just run it by me
(I feel kinda dumb, but uh...)
Funny how you still pull up uninvited
top floor, 'tryna criticize me
These new guys don't please you no more
What I tell you? they don't do it like me
It's gettin' way too hard to ignore
When we're touchin', it's electrifying

(I miss being around you)
Your friends keep causin' problems, baby
(just run it by me)
Baby
(I hope and I wish that you're doing okay)

I haven't been apologizing lately
Made you lose your sight of your own safety
Swear I started realizin' daily
That maybe I ain't different, I was just as crazy
(I know I'm toxic, I don't need reminding)
Baby
(not happy, but at least I'm smiling)
Lately
(changing slowly, but at least I'm trying)
It's traumatizing
All the times I seen you crying
You need a shoulder, you know where to find me

(I feel kinda dumb, but uh...)
I know I shouldn't care 'bout your
Feelings no more, but just run it by me
(run it by, run it by)
Funny how you still pull up uninvited
top floor, 'tryna crucify me
(criticize, criticize)
These new guys don't please you no more
What I tell you? they don't got it like me
(like me)
(like me, like me)
It's gettin' way too hard to ignore
When we're touchin', it's electrifying

I been up since the moon
showed a whole 'nother phase
How could I close my eyes
when you're callin' my name?
(just us two)
I took a trip to the east side
to drown all the pain (forever)
Every little thing at home reminds me
of your face

Yeah, I know I shouldn't care 'bout
Your problems no more, but just run it by me
( [?] goodbye, but...)
Funny how you still pull up
Uninvited, top floor, just to grind it on me
(the idea of you listening to this...)
These new guys don't please you no more
What did I say? you can't forget about me
(the thought of you
on the other side of the line...)
Forget about me
(I can't hang up... I don't want this to end)