I built a castle out of trees and pretty scenes

I woke up and it was missing

It wasn't real, it wasn't real

I loved a woman who turned out to be

An ideal thing, I woke up and she's different

Oh wow

It wasn't real

It wasn't real

I've been saying things I don't believe

I've been doing things that just ain't me (or is it me?)

But knowing that this can continue

But I keep on living the same way

Trapped in the future, that's so far ahead

I live the past and I'd rather pretend

It isn't real, it isn't real

A version of self that erases thе mirror

So I changed my Appearance

And go out for dinnеr with people

It hurt to be noticed

And they talk just alike and they argue for thrills

It's just never too real

I've been saying things I don't believe

I've been doing things that just ain't me (or is it me?)

Been knowing that this can continue

But I keep on living the same way

But you didn't know me then

While I wasn't a nobody's friend

I wanted what all men want

To be in good company

And go around breaking things

And never think about fixing

Can't let it go now, won't let it go

I been living the type of life I see in moves

It's unsustainable

I've been practicing on a new accent, new stories

Might be more relatable

While I end up with the same damn clothes on

I thought of so individual

Went to the East, make sure you take some pictures

You know it's all about the visual

(Pretty pretty things)

I've been saying things I don't believe (I can't be another)

I've been doing things that just ain't me (or is it me?)

Been knowing that this can continue

But I keep on living the same way

I've been saying things I don't believe

I've been doing things that just ain't me (or is it me?)

I'm selfish for my independence

But I keep on living the same way