I feel always spinning
I don't know which way to go
Even though it's a good shield
Arrows always find a way to hurt me

Like a spider bite
That hurts a lot
I bleed
I try to come back to live
But every time I fall
I get up
To fall again

I waste my time
I love ridin' upon death
When should I be ridin' a man
I love sabotage myself
It's like a camouflage on me
I love sabotage myself
I even love to sabotage myself
Oh! I
Oh! I
I love sabotage myself

Right
That's what they say
I can't control myself
It's not a whim
It's just who I am
It's hard to explain
I'm just

Follow me what's good about me
Gettin' dressed is an achievement
Without havin' to do anything
I myself think I don't need
I don't need me
Even though I know I need myself

I waste my time
I love ridin' upon death
When should I be ridin' a man
I love sabotage myself
It's like a camouflage on me
I love sabotage myself
I even love to sabotage myself
Oh! I
Oh! I
I love sabotage myself

I have to take off my mask
But it's so hard
Find a falsehood where there is no
That's just me
I didn't create a character
I just like to sabotage myself
I think I deserve to sabotage myself
That's enough

I waste my time
I love ridin' upon death
When should I be ridin' a man
I love sabotage myself
It's like a camouflage on me
I love sabotage myself
I even love to sabotage myself
Oh! I
Oh! I
I love sabotage myself