In several places
For several times
I passed
Familiar faces
Words already heard

Bad places ever seen
Face without expressions
I'm sorry, I'm
But that kind of thing doesn't have tomorrow

I tried to communicate with him
I tried not to be around him
But I just seemed to wanna to hurt myself
My mad mind drove me crazy
Not even on my happy birthday
Happy birthday, she'd leave me alone
My mad mind just wanted to hurt me
See me cry and not give me tomorrow
It's a kind of sadness she wants to give me
My mad mind
Mad mind

I had no expression
I was trying to be the kind of sad person
I did my best
But I still hurt myself

And the world agreed
He did everything she told him to do
He scared me
He had control
No expression
I can say he's me

I tried to communicate with him
I tried not to be around him
But I just seemed to wanna to hurt myself
My mad mind drove me crazy
Not even on my happy birthday
Happy birthday, she'd leave me alone
My mad mind just wanted to hurt me
See me cry and not give me tomorrow
It's a kind of sadness she wants to give me
My mad mind
Mad mind

I try to call myself
But this song is not supposed to be cheerful
That song isn't supposed to be pretty
It's to portray how much I wanted to hurt myself
How much I wasn't in a good place
My face was fading
And I was going to
I was on my way

I tried to communicate with him
I tried not to be around him
But I just seemed to wanna to hurt myself
My mad mind drove me crazy
Not even on my happy birthday
Happy birthday, she'd leave me alone
My mad mind just wanted to hurt me
See me cry and not give me tomorrow
It's a kind of sadness she wants to give me
My mad mind
Mad mind