I wanted to go to my dream

My dream I dream

That I can make a joke

Free everything inside me

The clown that exists in me

No fear

(Live too)

Weightless on my conscience

(You know what you did)

Hoping for

But you always step on eggs

Here and now I was not good for you

I didn't want to say goodbye

I just screwed up

Here and now I'm going home

(Not wanting to say goodbye)

I went from the top to the bottom

Here and now I didn't want to live without you

It's the end of my world

(Not wanting to say goodbye)

Here and now

I can try

And I tried

I wish I'd been the best for you

It just didn't happen

And now I've paid for everything

The bills have arrived

No excuse will change anything

That will always stay in my mind

It won't come out

All the time

I'm just going to think about saying

Goodbye

Here and now I was not good for you

I didn't want to say goodbye

I just screwed up

Here and now I'm going home

(Not wanting to say goodbye)

I went from the top to the bottom

Here and now I didn't want to live without you

It's the end of my world

(Not wanting to say goodbye)

Here and now

Tired

I'm tired of hiding

To live in the shadows

Just not to say goodbye

As much as I make your ceiling fall

I'm not going to keep living being my hostage

It's not the end of the world

But don't say goodbye yet

Here and now I was not good for you

I didn't want to say goodbye

I just screwed up

Here and now I'm going home

(Not wanting to say goodbye)

I went from the top to the bottom

Here and now I didn't want to live without you

It's the end of my world

(Not wanting to say goodbye)

Here and now