Still hopeless
I love you from January
But this love ends until July
Let your next lies
When you leave me
When you don't give me value
When I feel like I'm nothing

You're the reason for this sadness
I've never been so hurt
I'm at the bottom of the pit
I can't cry anymore
All my tears dried up
Along with my will
My desire to love you
She is dead as your love

Everything you gave me
Nothing was so true
Everything you gave me
Nothing was his
My heart has dried
I've never been so hurt
Along with your willingness to love me
I felt like forgetting you
Everything you gave me was so false
Nothing was more like before
Everything you gave me was as shallow as your heart

I had chosen you
I had given you my love
I had welcomed you
When no one else wanted
I spread my arms to you
You just had to stay
But your heart is equal to my will to live
He doesn't exist anymore

In November it all made more sense
I was on my luck
I wish you well
I wish everything happy
I wish all success
But I don't want you to stay
I wish you would go and not come back

Everything you gave me
Nothing was so true
Everything you gave me
Nothing was his
My heart has dried
I've never been so hurt
Along with your willingness to love me
I felt like forgetting you
Everything you gave me was so false
Nothing was more like before
Everything you gave me was as shallow as your heart

I can still hear
The sound of your voice echoing
How much that sounded to me
A shot would hurt less
Only his acid words
Breaking my heart
After all your words were in vain
After everything went away
I just thought

Everything you gave me
Nothing was so true
Everything you gave me
Nothing was his
My heart has dried
I've never been so hurt
Along with your willingness to love me
I felt like forgetting you
Everything you gave me was so false
Nothing was more like before
Everything you gave me was as shallow as your heart