I can't talk about
Waiting for you at home
But I don't know if this will happen
You come slowly, slowly
I don't believe in because
Because you don't want to stay

I'm not proud of what I've done
Much less why I did
I just wanted to be proud of me
I'll never let me go
My place will always be under

I will always fall down
My happiness is never going up
My heart always is broken
Run always in one direction only
In the hole that I find myself
My heart's home
Cause' I'm always going to run into a dead end

It's my fault
I can't express myself better
You each day is as far away from me
And I don't know why
I don't blame you for not looking at me
Because I don't feel proud of me

You don't know
But I could have prevented you from
My fear was greater
The fear of my happiness be taken from me
I didn't want to disappoint
But I'm not proud of myself

I will always fall down
My happiness is never going up
My heart always is broken
Run always in one direction only
In the hole that I find myself
My heart's home
Cause' I'm always going to run into a dead end

Sad serenada played
My eyes filled with tears
I don't blame you for not being proud of me
I was a coward
I can't do that
Happiness is for a few

I will always fall down
My happiness is never going up
My heart always is broken
Run always in one direction only
In the hole that I find myself
My heart's home
Cause' I'm always going to run into a dead end