I didn't know it would go on like this
Empty hotels
And me on the side of the road
Lost

Why these things happen
That I share the existence of God
I want to keep going
It just hurts me so much
I'm lost

If I'd known it would hurt so much
I would have asked you to kill me
If I'd known you'd hurt me so much
I'd let Charles Manson kill me
He'd be another victim of Charles Manson
But I ended up being from your heart
It's not good
But if I knew
Being killed by Charles Manson would hurt less

Everyone tells me to go to medicine
I don't need treatment
I'm just sad
And nothing can bring me back
At the moment I am in eternal mourning

When you talk
It drives me crazy
For I don't want to wish your heart anymore
I want to take it and throw it in the trash
Break and destroy

If I'd known it would hurt so much
I would have asked you to kill me
If I'd known you'd hurt me so much
I'd let Charles Manson kill me
He'd be another victim of Charles Manson
But I ended up being from your heart
It's not good
But if I knew
Being killed by Charles Manson would hurt less

I know an attack would hurt less
My troubled mind
She screams for an angel
I live in a depression
That I'm in love

If I'd known it would hurt so much
I would have asked you to kill me
If I'd known you'd hurt me so much
I'd let Charles Manson kill me
He'd be another victim of Charles Manson
But I ended up being from your heart
It's not good
But if I knew
Being killed by Charles Manson would hurt less