I didn't know it would go on like this

Empty hotels

And me on the side of the road

Lost

Why these things happen

That I share the existence of God

I want to keep going

It just hurts me so much

I'm lost

If I'd known it would hurt so much

I would have asked you to kill me

If I'd known you'd hurt me so much

I'd let Charles Manson kill me

He'd be another victim of Charles Manson

But I ended up being from your heart

It's not good

But if I knew

Being killed by Charles Manson would hurt less

Everyone tells me to go to medicine

I don't need treatment

I'm just sad

And nothing can bring me back

At the moment I am in eternal mourning

When you talk

It drives me crazy

For I don't want to wish your heart anymore

I want to take it and throw it in the trash

Break and destroy

If I'd known it would hurt so much

I would have asked you to kill me

If I'd known you'd hurt me so much

I'd let Charles Manson kill me

He'd be another victim of Charles Manson

But I ended up being from your heart

It's not good

But if I knew

Being killed by Charles Manson would hurt less

I know an attack would hurt less

My troubled mind

She screams for an angel

I live in a depression

That I'm in love

If I'd known it would hurt so much

I would have asked you to kill me

If I'd known you'd hurt me so much

I'd let Charles Manson kill me

He'd be another victim of Charles Manson

But I ended up being from your heart

It's not good

But if I knew

Being killed by Charles Manson would hurt less