Sometimes I lie
Sometimes I convince myself
That everything's fine
I'm such a good actress
When I say that I miss you, I miss you, I miss you
I think that I actually do
And I almost forget there's so much messed up
Between me and you
If I close my eyes, I can't even see
I'm in fucked state of mind
This can't last forever
I want the attention, I want the affection
Then you take up all of my time
And besides the sex there's nothing left
There is nothing left
I know why I lie to myself
I'm not really looking to get healthy
I have so many perspectives, I'm losing perspective
I make me nervous
I make me nervous
I make me nervous
Is it Ok?
That I might be using you for my own escape
I know that it's selfish
For me to expect you to understand where I been
When you been here the whole time
As messed up as it is, can we admit it
Can we just say it
I know why I lie to myself (I lie to myself)
I'm not really looking to get healthy
I have so many perspectives, I'm losing perspective
I make me nervous
I make me nervous
I make me nervous
I know it's fine like every other time
I know that I lie a little bit every time, almost every time
I don't mean to ruin things
But I could say anything
Sometimes I could say anything
I know why I lie to myself (I lie to myself)
I'm not really looking to get healthy
I have so many perspectives, I'm losing perspective
I make me nervous
I make me nervous, oh
I know why I lie to myself (I lie to myself)
I'm not really looking to get healthy
I have so many perspectives, I'm losing perspective
I make me nervous
I make me nervous
I make me nervous
I make me nervous
I make me nervous