a shade of light is flashing by the eyes as the lies are poring out
and with a stupid voice i try to explain this: how i failed
increasing steps of conscience made by fear, i am running from it all
i hide away the things i learned to love for this

everytime i'm there i fall down
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
this type of disgrace i curse
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
living the way of life i know
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
to find a way to retreat from you
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me)

i'm not what you expected but at least i'm free from your know how's
release, release me from myself to improve. improve habits
the way i am supposed to see you is gray shades of the way i hate you
all the wrongs i did in my life, i promise i did them for you

everytime i'm there i fall down
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
this type of disgrace i curse
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
living the way of life i know
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
to find a way to retreat from you
(a side of me i can't face, a side of me i can't face)
hail to those who forgive themselves
for tearing down their near in fear