How did I make it here? So many nights I cried Hide them tears, we had to face them fears A thousand pounds felt like a thousand years You don't know how it feels to live as a Black man thinking your death is near Me and bro got matching Goyards, I got my girl one too Promised to her if she go hard she can get a Goyard and a Chanel one too COVID, thought it was over cousins are over, slept on the sofa too Two Rollies, got one that never tell time got one that tells us too I live what I tell, I tell what I livе young boy, but I grew up alone Teachеrs want me for homework, six figures, I work from home My parents made in a year what I get booked for a show Survivor's guilt, God, what do I owe? I don't know, I don't know I don't know what happens after this No good without bad, I don't know what the next disaster is My last one could've been worse, diamonds dance in reverse They still chase what Starboy's living in first Niggas can act like bitches and bitches can act like niggas You live and you learn Didn't I tell you? Achieved to the dreams that you thought I'd sell you Switching my number, jingle-jingle promise I still won't bell you Came from the gutter You know it's a chain, can see all the rich men mail you Life done changed, my dargie, racks got paid, my— uh Bought mum and dad a new crib and they just bought a new— tsk I don't just score, I assist My girl throwing a fit, new Chanel on her 'fit I don't give a damn, I'm rich Hear you try get in this party, but wasn't on list When I'm on stage, it's lit I hear bare As and ours ain't nothing like ish Begging for favours, but I ain't owing them shit Only thing owin' is Rick (Huh) My life is 'bout the foreplay, bought all of these jewels I'm grateful now I got lit Oh shit, somethin' got nicked Free all the innocent guys, I pray dismisses I came from cold flu shivers to bad ones blowing me kisses Ain't this a mad ting? Pain in my chest, tool in disguise Pray to the sky, didn't get a reply They ate and I didn't see a crumb in sight Ah shit, fuck them guys that [? 1: 39 comfort time They hate in the night] It's falling in line, the figure ain't healthy not gonna sign, city's on I Liar, higher, fire the matches Racks in the mattress, ain't this attractive? Jordan attire branded I put in practise, pay me a madness designer, the 's a catfish Can't spend a mad ting, he was a match fit, liar Spit or retire your batches came out the shackles that's holding me captive Fire your main man, fire your captain For certain, your guy is an actress 10K, I made the five do a backflip That's 'cause I stuck to the tactics I see an RM and a PK, I'm active God is behind what the plan is