Estella, Estella, I'm comin' to life
Meltin' in my heart, gettin' high off your own supply
I understand, we are only friends
But your eyes keep tellin' me to take you in
Oh, when you call, I get the fade
Oh, in your room
Why don't we take a chance?
Saw on your lips, then we come alive
I'm knockin' on every piece of wood

I don't wanna fake it 'til I make it
I don't need to see it to believe it
I don't need to touch it, I can taste it
All the shame feels the same when the pain hits

I just die, at the thought of being alive
At the same time as you, ooh, ooh

Estella (Estella) , I'm jealous (Jealous) , no indecision
This time (This time) , I want it all (I want it all)
I love you too much, I hate myself
Enough, for the both of us
your arms, this war's a waste
Maybe shoot your arrow this way?
My scars of love, I'll honor great
Some live, some die but we will stay
(I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have
I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have
I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have, I don't wanna have)

I don't wanna fake it 'til I make it
I don't need to see it to believe it
I don't need to touch it, I can taste it
All the shame feels the same when the pain hits

I just die, at the thought of being alive
At the same time as you, ooh, ooh