Keeping it Together

Drugs stopped working when I was born

but all the fairy dust I breath is doing nothing to relieve

the strife of broken Autumn leaves in the sand

But I'm still high

on the music

as my inner child cries

for she may lose it

And the incense in my eyes

can't save the sin between your thighs

Because you stabbed me with your lies

You're not the only one that's broken

Whore fuck your drugs

I introduced you anyway

You're a slave

Spun undone

I met you in an alley way

and I'm never ok

Cause I'm pretending like I'm keeping it together...

My bones are scratched and so forlorn

but all the Prozac that I take is only lulling me to make up

this forced smile that is fake for all the doctors

But I'll get by

for the music

Stand as an object

so they can use it

So go snort your loved white powder

I'll just play my music louder

and get my drugs from the counter at the pharmacy

Whore fuck your drugs

I introduced you anyway

You're a slave

Spun undone

I met you in an alley way

and I'm never ok

Cause I'm pretending

like I'm keeping it together...

Cause I'm pretending

like I'm keeping it together...

And they'll never know