Same vows that I keep on breaking

Same problems that I'll never go fix

All these walls that I keep on making

So I'll never let no one in

All the smoke that I keep inhaling

I know it kills me, but I can't quit

Now I wanna hurt you, baby

You try to love me, but I ain't shit

All these unanswered calls

Nobody cares at all

I turn my off again

I wanna be your love, but I'm suffering

I won't pick up the phone, but I need a friend

I hate being in my head 'cause you don't understand

I don't want you to know that I'm suffering

But I'm suffering

(But I'm suffering)

Don't want you to see me like this

I don't want you to see all of the parts I hate

You deserve somebody that's fixed

Not somebody broken that you gotta change, baby, I'm afraid

'Cause I got bad habits, I got baggage

You could tell me you don't care and see the damage

All the bad shit, all the bags I don't want you to find

All these unanswered calls

Nobody cares at all

I turn my off again

I wanna be your love, but I'm suffering

I won't pick up the phone, but I need a friend

I hate being in my head 'cause you don't understand

I don't want you to know that I'm suffering

But I'm suffering

And I don't wanna say, but it's killing me

I keep it on the low, keep it underneath

But everything keeps coming up

I'm suffering

I'll keep it to myself so you never see

And I don't need your help, I don't need a thing

I don't wanna keep hurting everyone

I'm suffering

(But I'm suffering)