Today, when I woke up I realized that the time is rushing fast Everyday is the same thing And again, and one more time This fucking routine is destroying me Making what I don't want to be I'm always the same and my life isn't interesting Because, I'll tell you why
I don't have much friends, less than ten And I just see them once in a while Nobody to talk, to share my likes And have fun and joy To listen to the same songs Metal and rock that I enjoy
I am a very shy, ugly and weird guy That nobody gives attention I'm always hush and thinking how would be My life with more emotion
Every time I see pretty girls around me But I can't make anything Cause these beautiful girls are too perfect And I don't know how to become an master
I don't pretend that I have a girlfriend Cause it's the biggest thing that I want This would make me happy, but it's only a dream And almost impossible to come true
I stay twenty-four hours per day Living my another life Everything that I can, but only on my brain With all the things that I ever wanted
This life is much better than my real one But I can't change, would be amazing if I've done That's the truth, I'm sad but I'll not give up I pretend that everything is good But I know that it's not true
I just wanna hug a girl, and kiss on the cheek I don't remember the last time that I've made this with a chick That beautiful blonde green-eyed on my side would be perfect for me But she don't want to be, and I know that she doesn't likes me
But I will not cry, 'cause I know that I'm strong inside I'll not become insane if everything is the same, and I don't want suicide Nevertheless I carry on, with this loneliness forever Waiting the time when I never more will stay alone
And I'll live my life, and a day, I'll have a wife Until there I'm dreaming, baby, where are you? My beautiful love