Ownin' it tonight
My e-e-e-e-ego
Ownin' it tonight
My e-e-e-e-ego

What's that thing that they say?
What's that old cliché?
"Right person, wrong timing"
Perfectly applies to the situation I'm in
I know they tell you pressure makes diamonds
But the pressure that you puttin' on me won't get you a ring
Won't get you my heart, won't get you a thing
So, if you really want a ring, I can Amazon it
Get you a doorbell with that lil' camera on it, uh
Renovation, get you with some Panasonic
Back porch with a hammock on it, I can manage that
Heartbreak, you can bandage that
If it's really that hard to go on
you can park in a handicap
You don't laugh, you just say, "Goddammit, Jack"
Told me you just don't wanna see it, and I ran with that
Told you I'm done with her and ran it back
Told me you having trouble even understanding that
Told you I'm sorry, and it's not the type of man I am
Told me you sick of hearing sorry, am I ever gonna change?
Am I ever gonna grow up?
Will it ever be the same as it was when we first met?
A minute goes by, and I still ain't said a word yet
Another minute passes, and I'm tryna make it hurt less
Don't know how to tell you that I
don't know if it's ever gonna change
And I don't know if I'm ever gonna work less

But you my first love, and it hurts, yes
No one knows me like you know me, I'm—
I'm imperfect, I'm not perfect

I can't seem to get close to anyone
If anybody has an answer, then give me one
You can ask my ex for her opinion
Too used to getting what he wants, when he wants
Maybe I'm too warm like the Caribbean
And then turn reptile like amphibian
Can't be controlled by, uh, anyone
Can't seek control, I need 51
You can't just be pretty, I need a witty one
But who am I to be looking for Joan Didion?
You know my heart ain't glass, it's obsidian
I'm posted up in this condominium
Lots of ones that I've lusted over
But I don't wanna spend time with any of 'em
Why?

'Cause you my first love, and it hurts, yes
No one knows me like you know me, I'm—
I'm imperfect, I'm not perfect

Ownin' it tonight
My e-e-e-e-ego
Ownin' it tonight
My—