She said it's all in my head

She thinks I'm overthinking

But I'm overdrinking

Every morning instead

And I know it isn't healthy but at least I know

It helps me forget about any mean thing you've said, alright

Let's not talk about it, kick it underneath the carpet

Pretend it never happened at all

I'm so sick of fighting, let's just pick a silver lining

It feels you aren't trying at all

And I'm running out of options

I feel I'm in a constant state of

dissonance and despair, alright

Someone shut my mouth, this conversation headed south

I didn't mean for it to get out of hand

I just wanna drown it out

The same old arguements about my health

How much time I spend with my band (Too much! Not enough!)

Going in and out of focus

Only you will never notice me

I guess we'd better lay down

Clothes on the floor

Next to your hamper

Don't pamper me

Yeah I'm a mess but so are you

Fruit on the counter

Resembles why I doubt her

The mold that no one's brave enough to move