Chamomile is not that bad

If you fill it up with sugar

then, you throw it in the trash

You've been treating me the way I treat my chamomile tea

Except my chamomile would never ever do this to me

You swear you'll make it better if I give you the chance

But I did the time before and we both know where it lands

You said "Sorry, Tyler, it'll never happen again"

Oh look, it did, how cute, just friends

But if we're being honest, no, it's not that bad

It's just sort of inconvenient, having talks like that

I don't wanna hurt your feelings, I just want you to know

You should always think it through before you let me go

One sip and I'm sick of this shit

Two more and I'm out on the floor

Three days, now it's all that I taste

Four more, I can't take any more

We don't click like we used to

We just fight like we're used to

If you're really sorry, don't apologize

Only show me through your actions what you've actualized

Actually show me only when you have a stick to bite

Break your teeth underneath the weight of me when I'm right

And when you're finally ready, we can work things out

Over chamomile and honey with a little lemon sprout

You like to get mixed when you're stirring around

You wanna get it fixed but you don't know how

If you think it's normal being this opaque

Then, your luminescent essence will evaporate

You're right, I'm not really ready to elaborate

You're right

I'm nothing but a product of the things you hate

So, if you say it's over, fine, done, that's it

I don't wanna talk about it, I just wanna let it sit

We can treat it like my tea, let it soak and seep in

You can treat it like you treat me, no worth, no sleep

One sip and I'm sick of this shit

Two more and I'm out on the floor

Three days, now it's all that I taste

Four more, I can't take any more