Got a constant lag
In my image connection
Distorting the features
Begging for comprehension

I'll start waving the flag
And surrender beforehand
'Cause these wars in my head
Have gone on without end

A straight-to-the-bone jab at all my fears
With whispers of insults, I'm all ears
Oh I don't wanna know
Where you think I should go
'Cause step-by-step forward I'll disappear

In seconds, the tides coming in
Crashing, rushing me down
Thought you'd get the best of me, now?
Let this beckon and callout the fall
Got it all figured out
Empty handed, rebound to take house

In pictures I see
All that we were and could be
I'll hold on along breakthoughs
I'm a fool for you
In the mirrors I see
Demons set out to haunt me
With familiar faces
Starting to talk like I do

I can't stand you
I don't get you
I don't want to
Never want to
Get to know you
I can't stand you
I don't get you
I don't want to
Never want to
Make it up to you

I've been treating you bad
And I know it's all my fault
But you're pinning the blame on
All of the things I can't help

Letting time rehash
Self-loathing thoughts
Of pretending like
I'm not your living hell

A paper-cut deep scar in my psyche
Dm-ing all the ways to feel clean
Oh I don't wanna know
All that I should forgo
I'll pave over missteps left behind me

In seconds, the tides coming in
Crashing, rushing me down
Thought you'd get the best of me, now?
Let this beckon and callout the fall
Got it all figured out
Empty handed, rebound to take house

In pictures I see
All that we were and could be
I'll hold on along breakthoughs
I'm a fool for you
In the mirrors I see
Demons set out to haunt me
With familiar faces
Starting to talk like I do

I can't stand you
I don't get you
I don't want to
Never want to
Get to know you
I can't stand you
I don't get you
I don't want to
Never want to
Make it up to you

In seconds, the tides coming in
Crashing, rushing me down
Thought you'd get the best of me, now?
Let this beckon and callout the fall
Got it all figured out
Empty handed, rebound to take house

In pictures I see
All that we were and could be
I'll hold on along breakthoughs
I'm a fool for you
In the mirrors I see
Demons set out to haunt me
With familiar faces
Starting to talk like I do

I can't stand myself