I'm returning
I'm returning to another day
When I was more than a shimmer on a screen
When it all felt like a woven tapestry
Ending in white I can begin in the dark
I can't see with my eyes
But I can feel with my heart
But these voices exist, I can hear them say

Please kill me
Kill me slowly
Would I give up my life
I'm dying
Dying to feel whats inside

Am I to stand with the black-hearted
The wicked and the saved
Or to wear my own colors
Die with the brave
Am I reaching for a bullet
To end this charade
Or waiting to be reborn again

Wasted on a sea of happy faces
Dine on guests with closed captions stated
Am I your love or your reflection hated
The party's over what a night we created

Please kill me
Kill me slowly
Would I give up my life
I'm dying
Dying to feel whats inside

We are the eyes of a sun that just went dark
I'm the eyes of a sun that just went dark

And now it's holding on to me
Becoming darker, it's getting hard to breathe
I'm longing for a chance
Maybe it's all I need
I've given in
It's taken the heart of me

Please kill me
Kill me slowly
Would I give up my life
I'm dying
Dying to feel whats inside