Alright so
If the world blows up
would we still hang out, would you hit me up?
See I think too much
'till I think I ruin everything I touch, yeah
And if we all just die would
we still hang out in the after life?
Eating take out all night
would you still let me be your right hand guy?

My friends don't really understand me
My family, they don't like me well

Yeah, I'm fighting hard and losing
learning through the bruising
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell
I'm hanging by a shoe string
Riding all the mood swings
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell

I while away these days, nothing to look forward
to but still I wait
Scenario: worst case
I don't makе peace with my weirdo brain
And with all thе right words, sitting the right way
who knows what I could achieve or obtain?
Come take a ride around in my brain
'cause I know that you get it

My friends don't really understand me
My family, they don't like me well

Yeah, I'm fighting hard and losing
learning through the bruising
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell
I'm hanging by a shoe string
Riding all the mood swings
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell anymore

(It's too good to be true, that's probably true)

I'm feeling good today, would suck
if something came along and changed that, hey
So yeah, come what may, I'll be right here
I need to join the fray
It's like you always say
you gotta learn to see yourself from outside, mate
So what would you change?
'Cause I'm just trying to love my cage

And I'm fighting hard and losing
learning through the bruising
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell
I'm hanging by a shoe string
Riding all the mood swings
Maybe it's a good thing, I can't even tell anymore

(Fighting hard and losing)

Do I make you nervous?
Tryna make you smile
I got no self-awareness
Been like this a while