I layed down on your shoulder and told ya
I was dyin' there alone
I give up it's all in your hands
Since the day you got thru tha' door

Remember
I have no control
Of your white guns
And what you will feel tomorrow

So
I'm sorry
I lost the control
Of my body
Sorry for you being the one I can blame
Sorry but tonight I won't stop crying

I'm sorry for my pain
I'm sorry for my love
I'm sorry for my madness
The hard it feels
I'm sorry for being me
I'm sorry for the whole shit I putted you thru
It's the truth

To stay is not even a choice
It feels inevitable
But I rather live with the risk
Of laugh a bit more
And to get addicted
By remember the way I need you

Remember
I have no control
Of your white guns
And what you will feel tomorrow

So
I'm sorry
I lost the control
Of my body
Sorry for you being the one I can blame
Sorry but tonight I won't stop crying

I'm sorry for my pain
I'm sorry for my love
I'm sorry for my madness
The hard it feels
I'm sorry for being me
I'm sorry for the whole shit I putted you thru
It's the truth

And I'm
I'm goin' thru it
I'm not alone
I can do it
And I'm stayin' alive
I am hiding the dark
Waiting for a better tomorrow
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Sometimes you must go down
So you can get up tomorrow
Sometimes you must go down
So you can get up tomorrow
And I'm sorry
I'm so down today
And I'm sorry
For the depression and the panic attacks