if not a sign if not a hint then at least the slightest trace of when the day begins I'm falling behind I am alive but I can't seem to breathe bleeding inside losing this fight as you throw me away and if not today or even within sight for those whose outlook on life drowned in a lack of light all the while fighting these symptoms and not a cause all the while you put me on hold starve myself because I'm so hungry aiming to please gets me further from me