[Epigraph:] "Destiny is not a matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for- it is a thing to be achieved. William Jennings Bryan"
A question fades In the stillness of the air I have to seek The answer by myself What if I don't?.. What if I quit?.. Life is a game I'm the misfit There is a scar Cut deep, too far Beyond my flesh On through my soul Lifetime dividing gash Ten thousand dreams And miles away There's my lost yesterday A peaceful flow Through days... and maybe years Among the thoughts Of how it could have been... If I was there Back then again, Was unaware Of any pain Day after day It gets harder To bear this scar And overcome this depression bizzare I close my eyes And wonder why Someone does not give up A remedy- The healing power Is it really in me?..
[Post Scriptum:] The idea for this song came after the tragedy that befell Jason Becker. To the authors the way Jason treated this terrible SCAR is the clear example of how a person, a human being DOES NOT GIVE UP in the face of earthly misery and chooses to go on strugglingonly with the strength of his will. This is indeed a choice to be respected. The authors would like to address this song to those making their final choice of life and death.