I know youre somewhere, somewhere
I been trapped in my mind girl just holding on
I dont wanna pretend we're something, we're nothing
I been Trapped in my mind girl just holding

Its self sabotage
got blacked out got beat down that was all
Ha. woke up on the street ran from the cop
had the heart beat like aderall
nah I aint a fuckin stalker
I just knew she lied & Im glad I caught her
I aitn crazy Paige I just love your daughter
oh then she threaten a restraining order
got no reflection just muddy water
everything she did with him
is what I taught her
got me trippin hard with no hit of blotter
you lie so well probably should applaud her
you deserve an Oscar, Truman show
everyone round me fake ya you would know
you hit me low, fuck control let it all burn down slow
no this aint no petty thing
got no contact now blocked on everything
except in my mind ya thats probably why
I took a bump of the ketamine, had them cocaine blues, n
o hang loose, see your face & its not the same you
same for my no Im not the same dude
same for me no Im not the same Drew


I know youre somewhere, somewhere
I been trapped in my mind girl just holding on
I dont wanna pretend we're something, we're nothing
Been stuck thinkin bout her cant hold on
oo Ill be feeling pain, ill be feelin pain just to hold on
& I dont feel the same, So numb
oo Ill be feeling pain, ill be feelin pain just to hold on
& I dont feel the same, So numb


you stained his sheets, why the fuck would you tell me that?
to stain my thoughts? to stain my heart me
& you been to hell and back 3 years
& couldn't wait two weeks what the hell is that
did it cant take it back, can we take second
take it back when I used to hit it from the back
& you'd make them sounds when I go smack
smack ya definition of a snack had
perfect body ya I said Im sorry
but you won't say your sorry
saw that mother fucker at the party
& he smiled in my face ya he
better hope he doesn't end up in a grave
an emotional slave
ya I feel the flames burnin from my chest
heart ripped from the cage no words left poem
ripped from the page
get so stoned don't know my name
don't feel not joy don't feel no pain
hoping you get everything you ever want and more &
for the record ya I should've treated you better
before anyway

I know youre somewhere, somewhere
I been trapped in my mind girl just holding on
I dont wanna pretend we're something, we're nothing
Been stuck thinkin bout her cant hold on
oo Ill be feeling pain, ill be feelin pain just to hold on
& I dont feel the same, So numb
oo Ill be feeling pain, ill be feelin pain jus